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This post is dedicated to someone who is awesome, by the virtue of being my super-awesome friend.
:P
Her name is "The Prey" and she's also known, sometimes, as Prerna Totla (PT). PT is brainy, cheerful, fun loving, witty, practical, large-hearted and always enthusiastic, almost an ideal, as her other, more real name, "Prerna", suggests. She is a total ROCKStar and can headbang like anything!
She has a cute face which lights up with dimples when she cracks her 'awesome' jokes. Also, she's also got an abnormally large heart, that can love and care for so many people so well. She can kill for kulfis, vada-pao, pani-puri, and pao-bhaji, in that order. She can also kill for Hrithik, but am not sure about his placement in the list.
She lives on periodic doses of animated movies, and sit-coms. Her favourites include "Heroes", "The Big-Bang Theory", "How I Met Your Mother" and "Roadies". Please don't take her 'wierd' sense of humour caused by excessive thinking, or her hindi grammar seriously. Also she's quite a pro at scolding people. Especially when they don't wake up in the morning. And she simply loves fighting with her elder brother. Infact, that is one of her most favourite past-times.
She rocks, totally!
Also, for information of gentlemen who like smart women, she's single, ready to mingle. Plus, she's got A7 and has this great CG that she can boast of.
Happy Birthday, Sweety...

Mumma's child

I'm so proud...
Our little blog has grown so much over the month...It started off as a brilliant stroke of inspiration by one of us(I don't remember who it was...sorry guys) during our holi vaccations n now we have 16 posts for March itself...
Feels lovely...
Now I get why mothers are always so proud of us even though we sometimes feel we've not given our best shot...
Calls for a celebration, doesn't it?

Low and Lonely..

I'm feeling low...very low...not disappointed...not disheartened...not displeased...not hurt...its not remorse...nor pity...I'm not sulking...or cribbbing over anything/anyone...I'm simply "low"...
It's like one of those days when you know, you feel like you're all alone in this big bad world...or maybe those days when you feel like you're in a huge pressue cooker, and about to burst...or like everyone has moved on and you are left behind...like a ghost...
I dunno...
Im feeling all cranky and knocked-up from the inside...don't want to study at all...even though I know very well that I've screwed up my acads big time this sem...especially the basic science subjects...It's like last time...before physics T1...I felt like crying...
Stupid IR and NMR Spectroscopy...
I'm hugging my pillow...but doesn't hug back :(
I guess in the end everyone is alone...

Yippeee!!!

Internet is working in MB again!!! It feels "Awesome"... no... "Legendary"...
as in it felt so suffocating with the net not working... so cut off from the whole world.

I'm with you....Nils

So the mood right now is very depressing......for Nils and for me as well... basically due to my acads...compared to my first sem when I had managed to avoid an av minus......I just got my 4th av minus todday......and that too in PHYSICS (I just hope that the person who does the rechecking is a bit considerate )....and then I have that unconquerable subject EG to deal with. Even after trying a lot I couldn't make all 4 of the drawings today (and my thoughtful friends have shown there sorrrow by observing a 2 min silence for that....BLAH!!!!)....
To hell with compacency and overconfidence!!!!
And then I have my workshop for which I have to read on the net....but I'm in no mood to do so....but don't want to disappoint Bhruguraj bhaiya either......so will have to do it...:(
Don't want to write anymore.......it's too exhausting and painful(my head is actually aching very badly rite now)
Got to read on REMOTE SENSING for the wrksp.....

I am fine...

It's spring in Pilani... beautiful breezy evenings... blossoms all around the insti lawns... lovely!

... Just that i have my life messed up! Basically my acads.
I agree that initially, i hadn't been studying enough, but now i am really working hard and yet after each paper-distribution episode i am terribly upset about my unbelievably poor marks. I try figuring out what went wrong and try to avoid making the same mistakes the next time... and lo! after the next paper there are a brand new set of mistakes glaring back at me! It seems like a never ending process....

Moreover, this weather is making me terribly homesick.

And to top the list, you have a bunch of people around you who go back home for every little holiday... come back, talk about missing home, and plan about their next trip. Great!

And you know what? At such times... when i am feeling really low and Ma calls... i don't want to tell her how miserable i am... and yet its hard to hide stuff from her. She starts asking,"ki holo? bol ki hoyechhe..." and i can sense tears swelling up in my eyes... i say a quick bye and hang up! Believe me, that's the worst thing one can do... and yet that is all i can manage to do each time.


I am fine... just that at times, it seems very difficult to be optimistic...
...life looks vague and i feel like a total stranger to myself.
I am fine... just that at times, i like shutting myself up in my room and crying till i fall asleep....

I am fine... its all a part of growing up.

He knows!!

OMG...OMG...Oh mai Gaaawwwd...
Now even Mr. Pheshtibal knows that i have this HUGE crush on him...Shitt!!! Its very awkward, u know...initially i had wanted him to know abt it..bt now that i think abt it...it seems kinda strange...
What do i do now? How do i face him..?

Previously atleast i could go out confidently infront of him, and if the situation permits, smile at him or say a small shy "Hi!"...and then bask in the glory of those moments... :P

But what now??

Ppl, suggest...