Monday, March 30, 2009

2008A7PS045

This post is dedicated to someone who is awesome, by the virtue of being my super-awesome friend.
:P
Her name is "The Prey" and she's also known, sometimes, as Prerna Totla (PT). PT is brainy, cheerful, fun loving, witty, practical, large-hearted and always enthusiastic, almost an ideal, as her other, more real name, "Prerna", suggests. She is a total ROCKStar and can headbang like anything!
She has a cute face which lights up with dimples when she cracks her 'awesome' jokes. Also, she's also got an abnormally large heart, that can love and care for so many people so well. She can kill for kulfis, vada-pao, pani-puri, and pao-bhaji, in that order. She can also kill for Hrithik, but am not sure about his placement in the list.
She lives on periodic doses of animated movies, and sit-coms. Her favourites include "Heroes", "The Big-Bang Theory", "How I Met Your Mother" and "Roadies". Please don't take her 'wierd' sense of humour caused by excessive thinking, or her hindi grammar seriously. Also she's quite a pro at scolding people. Especially when they don't wake up in the morning. And she simply loves fighting with her elder brother. Infact, that is one of her most favourite past-times.
She rocks, totally!
Also, for information of gentlemen who like smart women, she's single, ready to mingle. Plus, she's got A7 and has this great CG that she can boast of.
Happy Birthday, Sweety...

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Mumma's child

I'm so proud...
Our little blog has grown so much over the month...It started off as a brilliant stroke of inspiration by one of us(I don't remember who it was...sorry guys) during our holi vaccations n now we have 16 posts for March itself...
Feels lovely...
Now I get why mothers are always so proud of us even though we sometimes feel we've not given our best shot...
Calls for a celebration, doesn't it?

Low and Lonely..

I'm feeling low...very low...not disappointed...not disheartened...not displeased...not hurt...its not remorse...nor pity...I'm not sulking...or cribbbing over anything/anyone...I'm simply "low"...
It's like one of those days when you know, you feel like you're all alone in this big bad world...or maybe those days when you feel like you're in a huge pressue cooker, and about to burst...or like everyone has moved on and you are left behind...like a ghost...
I dunno...
Im feeling all cranky and knocked-up from the inside...don't want to study at all...even though I know very well that I've screwed up my acads big time this sem...especially the basic science subjects...It's like last time...before physics T1...I felt like crying...
Stupid IR and NMR Spectroscopy...
I'm hugging my pillow...but doesn't hug back :(
I guess in the end everyone is alone...

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Yippeee!!!

Internet is working in MB again!!! It feels "Awesome"... no... "Legendary"...
as in it felt so suffocating with the net not working... so cut off from the whole world.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

I'm with you....Nils

So the mood right now is very depressing......for Nils and for me as well... basically due to my acads...compared to my first sem when I had managed to avoid an av minus......I just got my 4th av minus todday......and that too in PHYSICS (I just hope that the person who does the rechecking is a bit considerate )....and then I have that unconquerable subject EG to deal with. Even after trying a lot I couldn't make all 4 of the drawings today (and my thoughtful friends have shown there sorrrow by observing a 2 min silence for that....BLAH!!!!)....
To hell with compacency and overconfidence!!!!
And then I have my workshop for which I have to read on the net....but I'm in no mood to do so....but don't want to disappoint Bhruguraj bhaiya either......so will have to do it...:(
Don't want to write anymore.......it's too exhausting and painful(my head is actually aching very badly rite now)
Got to read on REMOTE SENSING for the wrksp.....

Monday, March 16, 2009

I am fine...

It's spring in Pilani... beautiful breezy evenings... blossoms all around the insti lawns... lovely!

... Just that i have my life messed up! Basically my acads.
I agree that initially, i hadn't been studying enough, but now i am really working hard and yet after each paper-distribution episode i am terribly upset about my unbelievably poor marks. I try figuring out what went wrong and try to avoid making the same mistakes the next time... and lo! after the next paper there are a brand new set of mistakes glaring back at me! It seems like a never ending process....

Moreover, this weather is making me terribly homesick.

And to top the list, you have a bunch of people around you who go back home for every little holiday... come back, talk about missing home, and plan about their next trip. Great!

And you know what? At such times... when i am feeling really low and Ma calls... i don't want to tell her how miserable i am... and yet its hard to hide stuff from her. She starts asking,"ki holo? bol ki hoyechhe..." and i can sense tears swelling up in my eyes... i say a quick bye and hang up! Believe me, that's the worst thing one can do... and yet that is all i can manage to do each time.


I am fine... just that at times, it seems very difficult to be optimistic...
...life looks vague and i feel like a total stranger to myself.
I am fine... just that at times, i like shutting myself up in my room and crying till i fall asleep....

I am fine... its all a part of growing up.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

He knows!!

OMG...OMG...Oh mai Gaaawwwd...
Now even Mr. Pheshtibal knows that i have this HUGE crush on him...Shitt!!! Its very awkward, u know...initially i had wanted him to know abt it..bt now that i think abt it...it seems kinda strange...
What do i do now? How do i face him..?

Previously atleast i could go out confidently infront of him, and if the situation permits, smile at him or say a small shy "Hi!"...and then bask in the glory of those moments... :P

But what now??

Ppl, suggest...

Friday, March 13, 2009

An awesome write up by nils abt dat date thing!! bt i guess madam didn't realise dat she ws nt s'posed to do dat....

so why is it dat ur friends do xactly wat dey're nt s'posed to do....????

here i have nils nd at home a very good friend of m9 whose name i wud like to avoid using here...

actually it so happened dat of all my frnds back home only SHE knew abt the 'blind date' thing.....bt on my insistence SHE had agreed to SHUT UP abt it......nd SHE did keep her mouth shut fr some tym...So when i went back home this tym we were jst catching up on old stuff wen she suggested dat w shud go fr lunch...and it meant having lunch wid her boyfrnd (actually i knew him already.....an old school frnd of mine nd i do like teasing him a lot)...........so all madam decided to say in the middle of the course was "ab to bandi ko dumbo bhi nahi kah sakte......bahut guts aa gaye h....blind date par jo hokar ayi hai"

So can u guess hw much i wanted to beat her rite dere.....

Now tell m wat to do wid friends like these.....

Since i can't live widout either of these "OUTSPOKEN"girls......i guess i'll hav to find some way to get back at dem....Anyone out dere......gonna help me in dis...?????

Thursday, March 12, 2009

hmmm......i guess my last post wasn't allowed d space it required....so only d title showed up.......so here i m again.......trying to justify why "SABSE PEECHE HUM KHADE"..So..let's start....firstly i ws the last of d three of us to e1 gt to knw dat w were starting a blog......i ws sent a formal invitation nd dat too dey accepted by themselves by opening my gmail(i m gonna change my pswrd soon!!!!!) nd obviously none of my opinions were askd....dey e1 decided on my name(BLAH!!!!!!!).....nd again i am d last one to post anything......nd last tym i had wanted to ask Su nt to go gaga over dis title......bt see again 'SABSE PEECHE HUM KHADE'.......nils ne baazi mar li..she has already made fun of dis....

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Valentine's Day - I

It all started when i was g-talking with one of my seniors a day before V-Day. We were chit-chatting, when he told me that he did not have a date to spend the Special evening with. Just for the sake of fun, i suggested the idea of a blind date. He was really excited but at the same time not very optimistic about finding one. So i offered to help him find one...

Later that day, sitting in the Prob-Stat lec, i asked ShatEEE if she wanted to go on a blind date the next day evening... obviously not expecting a "yes". So, after a few seconds of thought when she turned towards me and said,"yes, why not?", i was shocked beyond my wits!
"WHAT??? Really? YOU just said that?"
"Ya... nothing wrong with it? And moreover it's a good opportunity to get to know another person on campus. I could try out something like that!"
"No... nothing wrong with it, but..."

Frankly speaking, i couldn't imagine this happening and i still can't figure out how it actually did.

By the way, let me tell you a few things about the two people concerned...
While i know this senior of mine to be a love-struck puppy and someone who gets along with girls like a house on fire, ShatEEE is exactly the opposite. She hardly gives guys a second thought and is the last person on earth i could think of going out and having dinner with some complete stranger (that too on V-Day evening!)... or atleast that is what i used to think about her and i've got to admit that i have changed my opinion a lot after that day!
Infact i was quite scared that the evening might just turn out to be a big disaster with both of them being highly dissapointed with each other.... I warned both of them about the risks and when they insisted on making things happen, i fixed the time and venue for them.

Next evening, getting both of them to meet was quite a hard job. My senior was terribly late and ShatEEE was furious about it... she wanted to come back! And when he did reach, they couldn't find each other.
I was enjoying their frantic calls though... they were sounding so damn funny! :D
Well... well... they finally met. And the evening... wasn't a disaster afterall. ;)

That's my part of the story... to know about the rest, wait for the next post from ShatEEE.

Phoda!

That was an awesome post by ShatEEE!!!
By the way, for our friends who can't quite make out why it is so awesome... well, our dear Su went gaga over Mr.Phestibhal when she heard him sing this song ... :P

Sabse peeche hum khade!!!!!

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Hello...

Hey people! Just like Su, it's my first blog too. This is my first Holi in Pilani and almost all have gone back home... so... was getting bored and thought of joining Su's blog... and updating stuff...